Journey and Incarnation

Journey and Incarnation By Jan Engels-Smith

Journey and Incarnation By Jan Engels-Smith



Jim was struggling with a career decision. He was about eighteen years old when John Lennon died and he felt Lennon’s spirit enter his body. This powerful experience changed the course of Jim’s life. He committed himself to John’s spirit and became obsessed with learning all of his music. Jim was a talented musician and developed a very successful band, which played Beatle standards. This supported Jim both financially and soulfully, but after many years, Jim felt as if he were becoming lost as an individual. He wanted to develop his own style of music and be recognized for himself. Jim was ready to hang up his Sergeant Pepper’s suit, but he had much indecision and remorse about this career change. He felt as though he were breaking his commitment to keep John and his music alive. He asked me to journey to John’s spirit.

My spirit helpers almost always show me things metaphorically during a journey, somewhat like a dream. Luckily for me my spirit helpers also usually explain the metaphors to me, unlike a dream where I must figure out the symbology for myself. The first scene that came to me in the journey was Jim lying on the floor sobbing into his hands. John walked over and pulled Jim to his knees and embraced him tightly. Jim continued to sob on John’s shoulder with John supporting and consoling him.

The scene then changed to Jim and John flying through the air with their bodies actually blended as if they were superimposed on each other. Each of them had one arm and one leg free and off to the side, but their inside arms and legs were superimposed. John was about a head’s length in front of Jim.

After several moments of this, the scene changed to Jim and John curling up into a ball or sphere that appeared like rolling light. I then saw Earth off in the distance as if I were viewing the planet from a space capsule.

I asked for an explanation of the metaphors. The first scene where John was consoling Jim had a real twist in it for my client. Jim had been a drug addict and his involvement with John’s music actually was part of his own healing. The Beatle band had kept Jim productive, responsible, and clean. In order to be a success, he had to take care of himself. John was actually keeping Jim alive, not the other way around.

The second scene with them flying through the air superimposed was explained as Jim and John actually being the same soul expressed in two different incarnations at the same time! Absolutely amazing! The reason that John’s head was shown a head’s length in front of Jim was that he was about twenty years older than Jim and further along in the expression of his life. I marveled at the meaning contained in such a simple image. I found it incredible. The spirits then went on to explain the imagery of the spherical ball of light that Jim and John had become. They stressed again through this imagery that time is not linear Time is holographic and there really is no such thing as past or future lives. Everything is happening simultaneously in different dimensions of time. Earth was used to illustrate that we can look at all individuals and see different incarnations of our soul being lived out. We have got a whole planet of people who are different expressions of us.

John Lennon’s words from “I Am the Walrus” are interestingly appropriate to Jim’s experience, like a message to him across time: “I am he, and he is me, and we are all together.”

Is this what the great masters and teachers such as Jesus, Buddha, and Muhammad have been implying for centuries? If so, I was beginning to understand it.

The spirits have expanded their teaching about incarnations since this journey. They fondly expressed to me that when we have real attachments to things, such as to a particular writer, poet, artist, or sculptor, and are drawn to his or her work, it is probably because we were actually the creator of that piece of work. If we read something from history that profoundly teaches us, we may have been part of the actual event. Even if we are extremely attached or moved to help someone, perhaps to support a child in a Third World country, then we are probably that child in a different lifetime expression. Do unto others as you would do unto yourself; the other might actually be you! Now there’s a thought.

I am still processing this information and probably will be for several years to come. It is amazing. The spirits have since taught me to journey to my other lifetimes and to remember the wisdom I gained from each lifetime expression. I have also learned to journey to souls I would like to learn more about. The possibilities available through journeying are unlimited. Journeys to other lifetimes can be extremely informative, but also lots of fun. I highly recommend them for anyone practicing their journey skills.